After my first marathon last year my physiotherapist called me a miracle human.
This ain’t a brag—I was in for an injury. A week after the Best Day Ever my left foot was experiencing discomfort. She asked if I had any other injuries after running 26.2 miles. When I said no, she laid the Best Compliment Ever on me.
She didn’t find anything wrong with the foot either, but advised me to stop running if I felt any pain and prescribed me some exercises. (Which I did for about 2 weeks and then forgot about. Oop.)
The mysterious left foot flare up is back and worse than before.
Is it because I broke my own rules and didn’t take a fulll recovery week off? Is it because I had a busy summer and didn’t train as much as I wanted to? Is it a fatphobic notion that weight gain has brought this injury upon me?
Who can say? All I’ve got is a foot that is stiff and a little sore when I wake up in the morning or when I try to run on it.
Whatever it is, it snuffed my hopes of running the Hamilton Road2Hope Half Marathon this past weekend and has forced me out of my running shoes. My long run two Saturdays ago ended with some frustrated tears as I ran a block, walked a block all the way back home while my foot complained at me.
Negatives of having a running injury:
• Not running is scary
• I’m more cagey and anxious
• Not running makes me have some body image flare ups
• I feel like less of a runner which is ridiculous. What’s more runner than running so much you actually can’t run anymore?
I think the key here is keeping the long game in view. It helps to remember that I want to be able to run for many years, not just the next few.
Positives of having a mild running injury:
• It healed once and with care it will (hopefully) heal again
• Allows me to incorporate different types of cardio into the routine
• Allows me to embrace low impact activities like yoga
• Makes me rest up before my annual December Run Streak
• I have less laundry from having no sweaty running clothes to wash.
• More time for self care like reading
• Now I can really taking the time to rest up because there are some big plans in the works
So tonight I’m going to hunt for some new sports gear and researching gym memberships. Even if I can’t run the way I would like at the moment, I need to keep moving for my brain. It’s cross training szn honey. (Have I been listening to Jonathan Van Ness’ podcast? You bet.)